I have always had somewhat of a fascination with all things
dark and morbid. I devour books about vampires and witches. I believe in ghosts
and have been glued to the television watching multiple episodes of A Haunting. I’m also a big fan of horror
films and shows. And I know I’m not the
only one judging by the popularity of shows such as The Walking Dead. (Yes, I’m hooked too) So, I couldn't pass up the
opportunity to watch the first episode of the new season of American Horror Story. I was especially
excited about seeing witches in action. However, I had to change the channel
before the show was over.
Yes, I like dark. But I like dark and mysterious. I am
curious about that which cannot be explained or understood. I want to know the
secrets of magic and paranormal activity.
And although the show had witches and mysterious events, it
had other things that I just couldn't watch. Namely, torture and rape. Now, I
know you are probably thinking “but a lot of horror movies have torture.” And
you would be right. But I've never been a fan of gratuitous torture. I can’t
sit there while someone is being subjected to all kinds of cruel, unspeakable
acts (i.e. Hostel). And in this show,
it was torture of slaves. As if slavery wasn't torture in itself. As for rape,
well, I can’t sit there and watch that either. I know, it’s just television and
it was all acting. But I just couldn't deal with it.
So maybe I need to qualify my fascination. I like dark and
mysterious. I like when the artist, be it an author or director, leaves “something
to the imagination” so to speak. It’s what I can’t see, what I can’t explain,
what I don’t know that fascinates me. It’s not knowing what lurks in the
darkness just beyond or what could happen when I venture out that gets my blood
pumping. I like that adrenaline rush.
I’m not scared of ghosts or vampires or witches. I guess you
could say that I have a fascination with the romantic side of darkness. It’s
the mystery and exoticism that I am attracted to. It’s the idea of another
realm or dimension where reality has been turned upside down and inside out and
the impossible is possible.
What I am not fascinated with is true evil. I am frightened of
true evil. And the scariest part-it’s not just mystery, but is real and exists.
Torture and rape, that’s evil. And they are a reality of this world. They
happen in broad daylight, all too often. And there are no vampires or witches
or demons to blame. No, the blame falls to humans. And that is the most frightening.
The knowledge that anyone of us can commit such cruel, heinous acts upon
another. I guess that is why I couldn't continue watching the show. It was
dark, but it wasn't just about the mysterious. It compounded the fear factor by
focusing on the darkness that exists within humans. It showed the evil that
humans are capable of. And that’s real. There is no turning off the television
and forgetting. The reality is slaves were tortured. People are tortured and people are raped.
People are murdered. And often, it is the most vulnerable and innocent people.
They say that we should face our fears to overcome them. So,
perhaps we should face our darkness to overcome it. Perhaps being exposed to
the things that can and do happen in this world will wake us up and force us to
make better, do better. Maybe shows such
as American Horror Story can serve this purpose. But I can’t help but wonder if
these shows exist because many are fascinated with the morbid in a more
dangerous way. What if some enjoy watching torture and rape? I shudder to think
it.
Then again, maybe it’s a way for people to release the darkness within them.
Maybe watching such shows is a way for people to exorcise the demon within. I
understand that we may not be as civilized as we think. That underneath our refined facade we are all animals with untamed thoughts, lusts, and hungers. Maybe
humans need to deal with this without consequences. We can’t deny our own evil, our own darkness. After
all, humans are writing and acting in these shows. It comes from somewhere.
I don’t mean to be so dramatic about a mere television show.
This is just how my brain works. What do you think? What is truly frightening
to you?
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